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♥Tuesday, September 7, 2010♥

SUPER DUPER DISAPPOINTED & SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can anyone just silent me off?Im feeling so dead.First time in my life, being extremely hard working and putting at most 90% of my effort and time into Social Studies N level exam started with the paper with A LARGE extend of Disappointment. Studied 4days in 30hours plus minus time memorising Governance Everything essay..In the end was rewarded with nothing.Came out Sri lanka, Globalisation and managing healthcare ii think.IM LIKE TOTALY...LOST! Was bringing Hope and Excitement into the hall.Heart beat was fast.Hard to catch my breath.When ii turn the paper...THAT's IT for me man!Well done.Flung it!
Nonody knew how much effort ii really put in this time round.I gave up My Dance, My Tv, My time for using com, sleep or even eating sometimes...JUST to MEMORISE the WHOLE BLOODY ESSAY!and yet..what did ii gain???!Today, after my paper..STRAIGHT AWAY BREAK DOWN!Why??!WHY LIKE THIS!!!All my HARD WORK AND EFFORT just gone down the drain!!!WTF!Sob sob..I DONT WANNA GO ITE!I DONT WANNA GET SEPERATED FROM MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS!I DONT WANNA FAIL!!!Why???!!!Im already not myself anymore!What more can i do!!!I STUDIED!I PUT IN EFFORT!I DId my best!but im never gonna make it...Its over for me:( Kill me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Maybe all along trying to cheat myself that actually ii can do it was just an illusion???Or hah, joke?!How can ii ever make it in academics!I should just give up and wait for ITE!GOD DAMM IT!Just finish me off!
Im feeling extremely extremely depressed!!!!An hour of tears...30days of effort &hard work..My dance..My time..Everything!GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Sometimes ii really wish ii could just be dead.Seeingmyself get caught in accident each time in my mind just..simply?????Dunno how to say.
DISAPPOINTED.


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