♥Thursday, July 29, 2010♥
i MISS MY FRIENDS... DANCE...And the OLDEN DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!
Many times when ii miss you guys..I always look back at all our pictures.Hoping to make a photo Album for myself keeping all the WONDERFUL Memories ii had with you guys!!!ITS AWESOME!haha:D When is this feeling gonna come back???To my Beloved friends...
DO YOUR KNOW HOW MUCH I MISSES YOU GUYS EACH TIME???!!!HAHA!!!
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 9:02 PM
@ 9:02 PM
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what a bad day!
Today morning meet up samm,siti and lylen for breakfast at TPY central.Supposely go KFC eat the Breakfast de, But it only opens at 8am= =!So walking pass Ya Kun, wanted to eat there den, but they not yet open= =!!! so lastly, only left MAC= =! So ate there...Den do maths den go school.First time go school in the morning by bus 238!haha:D Feels great!LOL:D
haha!Today BEST! Confronted a guy which gets on my nerves. Warned him. Idoit lah! Ask him don't talk to me..den keep irritating me! Den when ii walk pass him go and touch me!!!Sucks sia!ALMOST SLAP HIM RIGHT IN THE FACE...iF ONLY ii have a file with me on my hand.NO HESITATION, i sure SMASH it on his FACE!damm! AFter that..Spolied my mood for the whole day.During recess, decided to talk it out with him.But, he went to tell siti that he do that cause he like to see my agitated face, cause very cute!WTF lah!!!Asking for trouble ritez...Den straight away wakl in the class(Did not notice there's a teacher inside), walk towards him..SCOLDED HIM and warned him if he ever dare toch me or irritates me again, he is GONNA GET IT!And I MEAN IT!!!Sigh.This is killing me!He sucks to the core!ARRRRRRRRRG!
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 7:41 PM
@ 7:41 PM
♥Wednesday, July 28, 2010♥
Somehow ii feel...
This year...Does not seem good for me.Also, Not looking towards my birthday.As the days becomes lesser and the hour seem closer..I fear that the same old worst dream will happen.Sigh.There's many things ii wish ii could talk with "you" but ya always not around.And because you're the only one ii wish YOU could BE THE FIRST to hear my laughter, feels my sadness, share my secrets and always be the FIRST, ii think of.CAUSE, This is how we SUPPOSE to be..But why after so many years..NOt even once second we CAN?You're not my fren, you're not my journal...I DON't know how to say..BUt ii know, as "XXXXXX" for so many years...Maybe it is POSSIBLE...and ii WANT it to happen and my wish, for years, will come true.
Every day is like a misery without you...
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 9:46 PM
@ 9:46 PM
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MAYBE,Im going to private my blog soon:D
Deep in my heart, Always Wondering Why when we are so close in blood relation but yet so far in hearts???There's a saying that says:"Blood is thicker than water." I TOTALLY agree. But why for us, Our blood is so close but yet in life...WE seem so far apart???Do you know how much ii misses you each time when ya not with me???And when we always fight???Every year i made the same old wishes...Dreaming,Wishing and Hoping so much it will come true one day...6years plus le, I dont see any difference.Isn't it long enough???Hmm...NO one knows, How much ii wanted to rather be ur "fren" by ur side den be the one who is ONLY close to you in blood den in hearts...Because ii wanted so much to share with you My LOVE, JOy,Fun,Sorrow or even secrets!!!That's the BEST GIFT EVER!!!But ii know..Right in our hearts..It is not going to come true.Many times, i wish you were by my side, to be the pillar ii need to you to support me. Where you will also be the jacket for me when i freeze.You NEVER know..HOW MUCH, you really mean to me....And how much ii want to treasure you.FOr years...Only go out once in a whole life time together with you only.That was the best gift from you so far...But will ii ever get that chance again???HA ha.
Maybe..Hope for the best.I really miss you.Every night, when ii close my eyes, hope so much you will be beside me and keep me safe when ii sleep.Every morning, hoping to be the first you see and listen," GOOD MORNING XXX" but hahaha..MAybe in my dreams.Never mind. Some things are meant not to be said...Maybe this is just fated.
WHOEVER read this, just read and keep quiet.DOnt ask me anything also.Thanks:D
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 9:26 PM
@ 9:26 PM
♥Friday, July 23, 2010♥
TODAY...
Today dont feel happy at all other than playing volley-ball after mood-swing today.Lesson started bored.No idea why when ii get back my SS book, ii suddenly mood swing.Somehow ii felt ii did try and put in lots of efforts in my tasks ler, but still cant reach the result ii wanted to see. Today in class..During First two period of social studies lesson, ii totally lost in my mind.Was not focus at all.Living in my own world.Thinking..Since Maths,chemistry and now Social studies cannot even cope ler..What Hope have I left with. I just felt extremely demoralised and depressed.No one will understand how ii feel.I really did try to study at home..or even revise my work.But dunno why for EVERY SUBJECT LESSON, ii felt that whatever the teachers teach ii just CANT abosrb!!!Is like entering from my right ear and exit from another...It may sound retarded or rubbish to you people, but that's the problem im having in me now!I have no confident in passing my N level this year anymore..Just feel like giving up.That's all ii know.Sigh.What's happening to me???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Sometimes ii really wish my world is GREAT without education.
After school, went to watch movie with siti an dylen.Watch the fantastic water babes.Funny and quite a retarded show.Like.."romance???" Dunno lah.Before that went to catch soft toys again.Caught 4 that is not the toy that ii want..SPent like $8 to get 4 soft toys..But still cant get that BIG HEAD ELMO= =!!!so try again for the LAst $1 coin.MISSED!!!Begged the pretty lady..ii exchange FOur soft toys for that ONE big head that ii want!haha:D And she really exchange for me ehh!!!I was so delighted^ ^haha!!!den went to aim for second target soft toys.A bigger elmo.Your maybe thinking im dumb.Can just get one..But I dont like things without anychllenges or efoort in it.Haha:D So ii spent $10 again for a Bigger ELMO..Many times ii almost got it..But the stupid leg keep hit the side and it drop.Got so disappointed.I want it so badly:( sigh.haha!!! also went to more than words to walk walk, saw a beautiful CHIO SPEAKER ANGEL.It cost like $50 bucks sia!!!:( Can listen Radio,Pluck to Ipod or even with this two, just need a micro SD card can liao ehh!!!SIGH...Hesitating to buy.So, in the end siti keep asking me not to buy so..in the end did not bought it:( = =! What a day.
SOmething ii learn in the movie today, "If there's a will, There's a WAY:DD"
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 5:56 PM
@ 5:56 PM
♥Monday, July 19, 2010♥
Jovell's Birthday!!!
Cam-whore at her playground!!!
good frenz dun come and go...
our memories...
Friends...
Seperated POsts.
Tuesday...
What a day!Day...Was ruin early in the morning first lesson= =!Because of just one annoying guy:( just because of his ONE, single sentence..My whole day was like a joke to others...Sigh.cant blame myself for having such.."good friends"haha!!!yeah yeah. yuppz!
Wednesday...
It all started well..and ended well:D haha!!!Catch up with some old close friends..That feeling is great!!!haha:D PRELIMS COMING liao!!!sigh. Wad to do..ii feel the fear...Is coming nearer...
OH YAH!!!Tomorrow going ITE visits..haha!!!Wonder how many of my classmates will come..^ ^
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 9:37 PM
@ 9:37 PM
♥Sunday, July 18, 2010♥
BROKE RECORD!!!
heheez:D know what record it is??? heheez:D is IM proud of my own achievement today!!!STUDIES for 4 hours in a day. Though it may sound like normal to your replied with a,"Chey!" but to me, is something like a sense of achievement k!haha:D yup:D and last friday also got my project certificate:D Though never win the top 3, but was really magnificent!!!Can u believe last group to hand in on the dot actually get seleted???! ahaha!!!This feeling is damm cool...Yeah! Alright:D looking forward to how next week is gonna be..WIsh me luck!!!wish u luck too!!!Cya:D
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 10:29 PM
@ 10:29 PM
♥Friday, July 16, 2010♥
BAKING & COOKING!!!
YUMMY!!!haha:D Today after school me and siti went to fair price at tpy and shop for our today's meal needs.Den carrying big an dsmall bags..we took cab back.haha!!!den after awhile another fren join:D Together we Make Brownie and macaronii:D both were delicious..just dat presentation abit haha anyhow.yup!!!very fun!den went down to play volleyball.den soon..they all go back!YUM YUM!!!ii want to cook again!heheez^ ^
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 8:14 PM
@ 8:14 PM
♥Thursday, July 15, 2010♥
Some of this week Accumulated photos:D
a rat???haha:D
Dona & me:D
ME!!!
still ME:D
DONAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
cutie kitten:D
My grp seleted project work:D
midnight prawning BBQ:D
Poor thing...
their death:(
doggie!!!
Siti and me!!!
Frenz 4-eva:D
haha:D Awesome week ii have.Tomorrow test!!!OMG!!!POA...never study.just den remembered..gosh!sure fail liao...dioas= =!
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 10:27 PM
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Today was an AWESOME day!!!
Today school was great!Especially english lesson!Was extremely FUN! Enjoy so much of MIss ANg lesson!Haha!How ii wish every subject lesson was like hers.hmm...Seems impossible huh.ahaha!!!yeah yeah.Den went geog remedial after school till 4.30pm. den go home. WHen on the way home.. People that passes me all very friendly.All smile and walk.haha!Then go coffee shop buy dinner back, one of the uncle even ask,"just finish school?" and ii answer yar.and smiled. den under my block some people staying the same lock as me..but never met before...Take lift together with me.Chit chat in the lift den go home...few more steps..a neighbour staying the same floor as me..Smile and say hi to me!Everybody that ii come across with today was AWESOME!!!Haha!They brighten up my day!!!Reach home,shower...PLay guitar and my parents sing.This feeling is so WARMING!yeah yeah.den at night..around 8.30pm went jogging with step father.Jogged 3 rounds under my block took 32mins.Sound slow huh..Haha!den u should try jogging under my block dat field den!maybe im weak too.ahaha!!!yeah yeah:D AWESOME day,Awesome WEEK:D
OH YAH!!!and last saturday and Sunday was a AMAZING day too!!!First time go out with my bro and his friends to prawning and over nitez...Go bishan eat kfc..den go somewhere around bishan to prawn but too many people and when we reached there den we all notice we all got no cash.ahahah!!!den slack around..took some pictures..den took bus to ECP to prawn den.Cause is 24/7 yeah yeah!Den from 12plus midnight prawn till 3am!haha:D a bit scary but was FUN!haha!!!Caught a number of prawns den when time is up..Go BBQ the prawn dat we caught..haha!!!Damm disgusting.seeing kor's fren poke the alive prawn incudes baby de..with satay sticks den to BBQ..Sigh.Did not eat them.cause ii cant bear too..and ii dun like prawn.hahA!JUst wanna catch them for fun!yup:Dthen SUNDAY, went old folks home to perform with the same grp last nitez.KOr,joel,carrina,adam,joel's bro and his 2 fren.Only FEW Minutes before our show den we decide wad songs to play!haha!!!Everything was not yet plan den.JUST GO!ii like this feeling.haha!!!den we perform..Its all about u by mcfly,Qing tian,Qing fei de yi and guo huo.Some old songs...yeah yeah!!!AND EVerything turn out great though one of the song mess up!cause not all songs we practise...YEAH YEAH!!!AWESOME feeling!!!yup:D thats all!!!Thanks for reading if u did!!!haha:D cya!!!
Photos will be uploaded next time:D sorrie!
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 8:28 PM
@ 8:28 PM
♥Friday, July 9, 2010♥
The summary of my Week:D
Dessert, mango ice flavour at ECP!
Many other choices!
Stroll at ECP!
DOGGIES!!!
ME!
My Parents!
THe "star!"
My MUmmy and I!
Candid shot!
My secret wish shell...
Nice pic ritez??!
ME:D
National DAy preview at Padang:D
Stupid rain= =!
Carmen & me!
Sistaz!!!
My Grand-pa Birthday!
making wish...
and den POSE!
YEAH:D Thanks for enjoying my pictures^ ^
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 9:31 PM
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LOMO Daina Camera(mr pink)