The "XXXXXX" ii felt...

In my life,somehow ii regreted many things.The first thing ii regreted was when im in primary 4.Studying in Jiemin Primary school.Was ONCE a temporary Pleasant background...after a Sudden CRUSHED,everything in my life changes.Regreted not treasuring someone whom ii lurve SO BADLY in my heart and not doing well in my studies.

Second,was in my Sec 1 life.Happen to fall in luv with a guy dat ii have a crush in and not long after,by many things in between...3rd party,studies affected and family problem,we broken up for no valid reason.and patch back after awhile...But,dunno why we broke up again.We lasted for 9months plus going 10 ii think and thats where our journey together ENDS.I Regret not being more understanding and not being calm whenever there's things cork up.And now,when im still loving him in my heart,he enjoyed his life being with another gal dat he luv.Felt so hurt when ii see them together...MANY TIMES,ii planned and tried forgetting him or even hate him...BUT, ii dunno yy II JUX CANT!!!till now...the reason ish till now...II STILL FEEL THE PAIN IN MY HEART BECAUSE OF HIM!!!though many times he hurt mie or misunderstanding..he made mie cried for him...in my heart ii still luv him like ii always do...BUt,it can onli be in the history of my life now.Im going to forget him and concentrate on my studies...I'll Try and try.Till ii FORGET ABOUT HIM!ii believe ii can,cause HE DID IT ALREADY:(

Third,ii regret not treasuring my close frenz around mie...Only when they leave mie,ii feel their importance.First,was Dona loh.But now still frenz lahhz..but not like b4.Second,anthony.Now,when one is drifting away another ish already away ii felt reallie reallie terrible.They may not noe how important they are to mie in my heart cuz,ii reallie scare to loss them.I always tell dona how much she mean to mie...she can only hear and understand.But,she NEVER ONCE express her feelings and truth to mie...Till now,i noe she ish STILL THE BEST SISTAZ II EVER KNOW!!!DONA RAWKZ:D Anthony was my ost inspiring fren.He always motivate mie to study and lighten mie up in life...When the day he tell mie he was leaving ii din believe..cause ii tot he was trying to lie to mie in order to get close to mie cause before dat,he confessed.So,dats wad ii think.In the end,it turns out real...ii regreted not treasuring the time we have once together shared.Sometimes Joy,sometimes exbarrasement or even sorrow...

NOW,ii noe dat...I muz do everything with my heart and treat everyday like my last day..so dat in future ii would not regret in anything else more...THANKS FREN!Told exuu this year im gonna changed ler...^ ^This is jux de beginning...