Having sore throat:(
Hmm...recently,been telling myself ii muz do well this year.Yeah.And ii did find myself improving(behaviour)good in class this year...First,been thinking im sec 4 now,ii cant be like wad ii am for the past few years.and ii muz CHANGED.Though ii noe is not easy,but ii still gonna work hard and try to STRIVE for the best.
Sadly,Since last year...Realise dat ii like got difficulty in breathing...Damm sad.Like everytime not enough air.Many time want to go see doctor but,im reallie veri scare.No money also.Damm shack.Knowing dat my family members some also got an illness dat our "White blod cells are more den our red blood cells." im worried.Anyway,My goal is to at least do well for my N lvl den O lvl if possible.Den shall see how my future will be.
Time is no stopping..ii muz keep on moving and chase after it!
ii believe when one's mind start to determine wad u reallie wans deep in ur heart,YOU CAN DO IT!Tell urself dat,ya half way through...and ya reaching.And exuu muz GET WAD U REALLIE WANT!yeah..dats the mentally^ ^
Im sorrie if my blog ish getting bored,BEAR with mie!:D
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@ 5:24 PM
Hmm...today in school very tired.veri sianz.last nitez came home ard midnight ler because of chingay training and a "retarded Monkey!"lawlz.den have to trouble his frenz to sent mie back cause no bus home ler...den have to rush home.Unfortunately,when ii came home,my family was upside down.Tears flooded in my parents room and Stressing of questions were occupying the kitchen...Came home when a smile,but the moment ii step inside of the house,my smile were magically disappeared.yeah.and this ish the most unwanted scene ii wanna see.Cause each tym when ii see my parents quarrel,my heart breaks into pieces.and the next day ii have to slowly glued it back.and carry my smile again for my brand new day..
Sometimes,ii jux hate it to go home...the feeling jux sucks to the core.How much do my parents actually understand wads a "family" is called...i doubt.hmm...anyway,been trying to concentrate hard in class...Having sleepless nitez,making mie so desperate to skip school.KNS!hahax:D I NEED SELF-MOTIVATION TO STUDY!!!
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Look!!!Look!!!Hahax:D My grp members so hard working ehh...See my butt???im on top!!!they carrying mie and run seii..Macho guys & ladies^ ^yeahyeah:D
Yoz!!!Shei uhh..some ppl face kana block!= =! My head like kana cut off lyk dat...
LADDER GROUP D RAWKZ!!!
We are the Group of Big SMILE!!!
This,ish gordon.and mie:D
This>>>>is my group.Trying to make fun of our trainer name by me:Nai Ma
@ 5:22 PM
Early in the morning wake up ard 7am to get ready to meet up RoBin,Chng jie,Li shan and Septh to study.Yeah and we did till 11plus.Den move on to marina sq to meet up Vicki and almol.Hahax:D yup!When BOWLING and had lots of fun!Took many funnie pictures and had many Fun!
After bowling,was about to go to Chingay practise for our trainer so we followed to go early!FIRST TIME early an hour for chingay!hahax:D Den reacher F1 pit when to the slanted slide to play.Running up and down taking pictures,Unfortunately lishan had a bad fall,took her to the restroom and clean her wound.Den resume playing under those audience seats.Still taking many many pictures...yeah!and when to the Marina varage river there...Sit and relax.Then,CHINGAY PRACTISE START.
Veri shiok.Only kana under the sun less den 30mins for the whole practise.DAmm happie.1st tym sia!yeah yeah...den took some grp pictures with my grp lying down on our grp ladder.yeah and our trainer was veri kind,jeremy and jing hui.Take cold drinks for us to drink.VERY honoured.lawlz!hahax:D
AFTER CHINGAY!!!
KEEP KANA TICKLE by Gordon,Lisha,chng jie robin and seph!KNS lorx..BULLY lah!So many attack mie!I WAN REVENGE!!!^ ^LOL.DEN,Wanted to go bowling again de..but too full.KNS.hahax:D den wanted watch movie but most movies end veri late den some of us cant make it.So in the end when POOL.yeah yeah.Play few rounds...ard 40mins ii think cause our dear lishan mummie nagging her to go home ASAP.mie and gordon was pair.idoit lorx..Everytime tickle mie!!!hahax:D yeah after dat we sent Lishan to MRT den the rest continue to SLCK at basement near cofffee bean ii think.anyhow de.(aiyah somewhere lah)ya.Then play True or dare and "i never"game.lawlz.hahax:D noe some funnie secrets and understand each other more.yeah DAMM fun!!!Nice to hang out with them.Then ard...10.50pm den we decided to go home cause most of our eyes turned red liao...yeah and some were falling asllep.hahax:D So we when home.
REACHED HOME ard 11.40pm.BOOM!Sleep ard..12.30pm
wake up 12plus pm!hahax:D
Going study after this!Wish e luck for tmr chinese tesT!KNS= +!cya!
pictures will be uploaded soon!
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Now at the moment im at my best frenz hus,Dona loh hus!!!
hahax:D so happie.Today weather was definately cooling and its freezing mie out!= =!hahax:D Damm shit ish,ii neva bring my jacket and im like so damm cold like ice when im in school..and ii jux cant concentrate in class...Trying to find ways to warm myself lah!!!KNS!hahax:D Yeah yeah!L8r got Rock-climbing training...Hahax:D though its late,but its gonna be fun!hahax:D 6pm-10pm hmm..Gonna take some pictures of my school rock-wall to let exuu check it out!!!
Keep in touch!!!Cya!
@ 1:42 PM
ii lurve CHINGAY!!!
hahax:D My best event of the year!!!
ii hope after chingay we will still be so close...
hahax:D
They..this people...jux simply rawkz.Not in some common ways..but each and everyone of them are jux...COOL!yeah,definately,im one of them too..jkjk.They...Can defiantely brings exuu Joy of Laughter..Heaven of care and wonderful lurve.being the honoured one to know them..its my pleasure:D
This guys with mie, 
This chingay F1 track place ish damm cool...Damm relaxing and cooling!exuu will find peace and ur soul when exuu feel terribly lost! 
Yeah!That's MIE!
THE HEAVEN OF PEACE!!!
ELLO!!!im BACK!yoz yoz!!!sorrie for not blogging for few days...cause everday reached home late den by the time study or wad den veri exhausted liao so de next thing ii do was BOOM!sleep...hahax:D P.s!yeah yeah...muz charged energy..alright!
THE SAME OLD WEDNESDAY
Have to go through a long day in school listening to teachers talking,talking and talking...hahax:D Damm sianz.Cant think of any stupid things to kill of my boredom.Shack.yeah.and after school have to skip lunch and go for CCA!yeah yeah..den had some games with my juniors..floorball and volleyball game.den when to AVA room to watch movie.CALLED:invaters.Quite an inspiring show.yeah,ii like it^ ^hmm...den after CCA have to meet up frenz and rush down to Lavender PAHQ for Chingay trainings...
Hmm,tis wed training veri bored.try costume and keep repeating dance steps...= =!find dat our trainer like to compare us with either one another or with other groups.Den when we make mistakes,mostly bad points no good points at all...Maybe she ish too straight forward.sometimes ii choose to defiance her because she makes mie feel dat she ish looking down on my group and myself.So,everything dat ii do,i would show her de best dat ii could do!hur!yeah..and ii ALWAYS fight for my RIGHTS!dats mie...^ ^
YEAh yeah..den dunno when go back with a group of trainers...Quite fun lah.yeah.and took some pictures.Hope exuu enjoy reading and looking at my blog!cya!muackz^ ^
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IM GETTING DARKER!!!yeah yeah..13th jan when to Chingay training lern new stunt!SOOOOOOOOOOOOO COOL!!!ii like it the BEST!though it was scary the first try.hahax:D BUt, my best part of it.
NOW,Gonna catch up with "Hi My Sweetheart ep12"!
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A Relaxing day at home...@ 4:57 PM
OH MY GOD!!!im getting so freaking dark now...Is so much worse den ever...Ouh!!!wad de hell..ish so sickerning!my wrist all white den my wrist to half of my arm darkenand upper arm white again!Its so...NOT HUMAN!!!wad liew...KNS ehh..ii dun wanna be recongised as a malay...Its so sad...Sianz!!!
Anyway, ii cant do anything now..Only can get darker.Yeah.sigh.Today during CHINGAY was damm fun!hahax:D So damm cool...yeah yeah!ii lurve todae training..ish getting more and more fun and exciting.But,its tiring man...NEED REST!MONDAY still got tests...
Haiz...Come back agaiN!cya!^ ^
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The Saturdays training under the BURNING HOT SUN:(Lurve LADDER GRO D!
thanks guys!:D
*thx for all exuu precious time
*thx for all ur effort
*thx for all ur ENCOURAGEMENT!!!
Lurve exuu...
The Running in...
OMG!!!Ladder going down...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
IM ready!!!
Up,Up,UP ii go...
Hiie People!!!
Yo!yeah yeah..yesterday was so EXCITED yet tired.Early morning when to school den study,study,study..Brain cells dying already.Den still nid go for CCA until 5.30pm ~6pm den can leave..den when central to wait for another friend den quickly rush to city hall.Already damm beat liao lahhz..den reached city hall when to changed den my trainer when off first...hahax:D cause we're late.
After awhile,we also go as fast as we could to reached de F1 RaCe TrACk.Sad to say,it was a long journey..BUt we still reached there within 30mins.Though we are late,BUT,ITS ALWAYS BETTA TO BE LATE DEN NEVER lorx...SUEI SUEI,reached dere ler,when to my trainer and sae,wad liew...exuu leave neva sae lorx..DEN,kana scolded by one ASS!hur!DAMM Mood spoiler...ALSO not ii the onli one late den he shout at mie so loudly lah!KNS!scolded mie for being late still dun hurry...WTF!at if,im the onli one late..KNS!!!somemore got people come ard 8pm he also neva scold..Bloody hell!im not going to tok to him lorx...SUCKER!KNS!KNS!!!ARRG...hear ur name or see his face feel like whacking him badly lahhz!Shit ass...hur!think he trainer veri big meh..Being so unfair to mie to the other participant...i'll neva forget wad u did to mie de!ASSHOLE!
Anyway...ii jux dislike people being favouritisium.Its so KNS lah!yea yeah...today my classmate siti when to my hus to study!yup:D VERI HAPPIE SIA!hahax:D den shared with her many things...den stayed till 6pm like dat sent her to bus stop den go back!hahax:D hope she come and stay at my hus ASAP!misses:D
Yup.Sianz.Tomorrow will be having CCA Orientation for Parents and bla bla bla...2.30pm straight after school trained till at nitez 9.30pm ehh!!!die die die= =!sigh.Oh yah!Please forgive mie for my rudeness and u noe...yah!jux bursting out my anger.Sorrie^ ^
@ 7:35 PM
The "XXXXXX" ii felt...
In my life,somehow ii regreted many things.The first thing ii regreted was when im in primary 4.Studying in Jiemin Primary school.Was ONCE a temporary Pleasant background...after a Sudden CRUSHED,everything in my life changes.Regreted not treasuring someone whom ii lurve SO BADLY in my heart and not doing well in my studies.
Second,was in my Sec 1 life.Happen to fall in luv with a guy dat ii have a crush in and not long after,by many things in between...3rd party,studies affected and family problem,we broken up for no valid reason.and patch back after awhile...But,dunno why we broke up again.We lasted for 9months plus going 10 ii think and thats where our journey together ENDS.I Regret not being more understanding and not being calm whenever there's things cork up.And now,when im still loving him in my heart,he enjoyed his life being with another gal dat he luv.Felt so hurt when ii see them together...MANY TIMES,ii planned and tried forgetting him or even hate him...BUT, ii dunno yy II JUX CANT!!!till now...the reason ish till now...II STILL FEEL THE PAIN IN MY HEART BECAUSE OF HIM!!!though many times he hurt mie or misunderstanding..he made mie cried for him...in my heart ii still luv him like ii always do...BUt,it can onli be in the history of my life now.Im going to forget him and concentrate on my studies...I'll Try and try.Till ii FORGET ABOUT HIM!ii believe ii can,cause HE DID IT ALREADY:(
Third,ii regret not treasuring my close frenz around mie...Only when they leave mie,ii feel their importance.First,was Dona loh.But now still frenz lahhz..but not like b4.Second,anthony.Now,when one is drifting away another ish already away ii felt reallie reallie terrible.They may not noe how important they are to mie in my heart cuz,ii reallie scare to loss them.I always tell dona how much she mean to mie...she can only hear and understand.But,she NEVER ONCE express her feelings and truth to mie...Till now,i noe she ish STILL THE BEST SISTAZ II EVER KNOW!!!DONA RAWKZ:D Anthony was my ost inspiring fren.He always motivate mie to study and lighten mie up in life...When the day he tell mie he was leaving ii din believe..cause ii tot he was trying to lie to mie in order to get close to mie cause before dat,he confessed.So,dats wad ii think.In the end,it turns out real...ii regreted not treasuring the time we have once together shared.Sometimes Joy,sometimes exbarrasement or even sorrow...
NOW,ii noe dat...I muz do everything with my heart and treat everyday like my last day..so dat in future ii would not regret in anything else more...THANKS FREN!Told exuu this year im gonna changed ler...^ ^This is jux de beginning...
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@ 6:01 PM
Is a Choice to sae it out.
NOw,ii decided to make it a secret.Knowing wad de results will turn out to be,so maybe its betta to keep it low.Maybe it would jux add on ur troubles so...maybe not rack it up.So dat we both can jux continue to be like this.How shld ii sae...Dats all.When the time ish right,or maybe when ii left my last breath,ii will split it all out.Please understand my reason yy ii choose to do this...Not because im selfish but because ii wanted the best of you.Making sure that im serious,and also if ii wanted exuu so badly...im going to make sure ii myself can make myself happie and solve everything my own before my troubles join exuu...The Reason ish still Hidden:D
@ 7:43 PM
Sometimes,as a kid exuu dun reallie understand wad are the adults thinking.you'll jux always ask urself,yy are they behaving like this???WHY?!but,as exuu grow older...the question are still the same.But,Not the answer.Sigh.Maybe this is den jux called:LIFE!The real life.Full of thick & thins along ur way...During ur journey,exuu will Come across many things exuu are strange with and things exuu are veri familar with.But,NEVER come to an end of PEACE!jux have to accept this ish wad lide have to be...Break down when exuu are weak Hold on when exuu are strong and keep it going when exuu are willing to move on...Until the last stop of ur journey and that ish when everything come to an end of ur LIFE JOURNEY...
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@ 3:50 PM
Is THIS>>> True???Define!
There are many obstacles ii have to go through and survive every bit of them with my weakness.My tears will neva be dry till ONE day ii SUCCEED in life.hmm...Every bits of Thick and thins in life can never end until the last moment of ur life...ii nid STRENGTH & CONFIDENT:( to hold on...
Im like sooooooooooooooooooooo STRESSED!!!CAn ii get a O lvl cert?!YEAH! or hmm...Dunno lei???wad would it be...
THE 1st WEEK OF 2010...Hmm...This few days been veri tired after the returning of school,so never use com.yup.Den first few days of school was bored.TEACHERS keep on repeating abt their expectatoins lah...sch rules lah..Eg.no hp,or any other electronic devices...bla bla bla den All teachers keep on repeating to us abt how fierce our NEW Principal lah...damm sianz.Keep saying ur N lvl ish not long ish veri fast den keep on wasting tym on sessible things= =!im like veri impatience fer the rest of the subject teachers lah...cuz keep repeating the same things of rules in sch again and again!dam sick..AS EXUU NOE, I HATE NAGGINGS.and ii cant listen veri long.as long as more den 15mins boring stuff ii can yawn...many times ad get sleepy soon of dat class.yeah.
Den wednesday,6th of jan,DAMM TIRED!!!
After school STRAIGHT go down to OAC store den get prepared fer the sec 1 orientation thingi...DEn CCA till 6plus like dat plus nid brief my juniors abt the whole day performances like dat so about till 6.30pm.Den faster meet chng jie and robin den when to eat a Quick dinner and RUSH to LAVENDER fer NIGHT chingay practise till 10plus PM!!!OMG...reallie BEAT!= =!go home,bath,SLEEP!hahax:D
TODAY!!!
WAKE up early morning at good as 6am to get prepared and rush to school fer one "important"meeting.CRAZY one lorx...CC in-charge wan all the councillors to reach school by 6.45am jux fer one meeting EARLY IN THE MORNING!!!cannot consider fer studens like mie who stay so far not like her jux a road across ish her house...IM AT GREEN LINE EHH!!!not a aeroplane or wad lahhz..even first bus also not so early as 6am lorx...HOW to be on time!!!No matter wad,ii still try my best to be as early as ii could but,still late.hahax:D7am..lolz!cant blame.traffic so slow= =!anyway,after school when to eat KFC with samantha and si kai.SAD SIA!!!BBQ chicken no more liao:( den had a 2piece chicken meal..Den chit chat of many things...laugh laugh den when to the...centre of ???aiyah!infront of burger king dere got people imitate Michael jackson lorx..hahax:D video abit.TOMORO same time he will be dere to copy dance of MJ!so go dere and laugh...lolz.DEn also got a small band play guitar..OMG!so handsome lah de guys!!!hahax:D kidding.Den listen two songs den chao to kiddy dere(highest floor) to slack.SAW yifu and gang,den when another corner to slack.DEN tok from around 1plus 2pm to 4.30pm like dat..hahax:D HAD MANY FUNNIE CHATS and understanding...yeah!
OH YAH!sianz...BANNED from 2 to 1(ms "ANG GU GUEI") class.SHACK.Not sure if ii can meet her class standard expectation like A1 & A2.Cuz she sae,fer her class she onli expect or allow A1 or A2 english student...den so far im onli at C5 or de most B4 student...SCARY sia!So high her expectation.if common test cant meet her expectation have to treat HER and all the Aces student Billy Bomers...DIE DIE DIE:(lolz.
Yeah.Dats all fer today!Thanks 4 reading...hahax:D
im also heart broken...Sigh.dunno lah!veri complicated.
HOW CAN II FORGET ABOUT EXUU...
@ 6:16 PM
1st day of school= =~
Today at school...ii dunno wat i'll do.i was excited last nitez and cant sleep at nitez.I was actually looking forward to this day and wonder how it will be..whether it will be good or bad ii dunno de result.When ii woke up in e morning happie with a big Big smile,ii dressed up and tidy neat.Happily smile jux couldnt get off my face...Wondering how will school like to be todae..But shuei shuei early mornign kana caught shoelace brown colour and day start of bad.ii was demoralised straight away cause my badge was even taken away..= =!Din noe it was so serious till awhile ii do some visualisation about myself and knew de teacher do dat was right...
DUring lessons..it was bored.Same old form teacher who ii dun like and more sianz after knowing who my PE teacher are taking us...Den was like damm damm damm SHACK!sigh.Wonder how LONG can ii hold to determined to study hard and go to JC???hmm...ii promise this good frenz of mine who ish a GREAT MOTIVATOR and good Convincer...He ish a quite good role model of my to perservernce with studies...But sad to sae he ish gone ritez now in my country and had gone to somewhere far...He promise mie he will be back one day jux to see how my results are...CAN II REALLIE KEEP MY PROMISE???ii reallie wonder...
Today get lots of talks from Principal,DM,and teachers...Rules lah..expectation lahz...bla bla bla.Onli listen to one teacher who ish mdm rozaina,she had managed to convince mie 1/4 to study hard and never give up..But,i'll never forget wad she sae once dat ii believe ish true ish..EVERYONE IS CAPABLE TO SUCCEED!yeah:D
Den when to buy a new shoe cause im proud to be a SCHOOL STUDENT COUNCILLOR,so im willing to change and be a good role model.Be Attentive in class and Do wad im suppose to do.Revise All subject work everyday and be active at the same time too!IM quite confident ii can be discilpline to score well in my Exams toO!!!
Have Confident in mie!ii jux nid support from friends and lots of good STUDY motivator:Dhahax:D
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Yeah yeah...Good times Spending with them man!Most All Chingay de!hahax:D lolz
Bo Bo & MIE:D
ThinGi~Kau~Pendik:D
TWO PENDIK!!!
Ka Ka & Aku
WOAH!WOAH!!WOAH!!!
"V" and MIe!
The Grp of Rulerz!
Anisa~Mike~ahemm(duno)~Aku~Bobo
COUNTDOWN TO 2010!!!@ 10:34 PM
LOMO Daina Camera(mr pink)