Yesterday,did not had a good sleep.Can say dat nv even slept at all lahhz...Was so sad and worried.Wondering yy my family ish turning upside down and its becaming worse.Haiz...Tears was flooded in my room and Sorrows were matched all around the house...I jux dunno wad ii could do!Sometimes ii would ask myself,if this was fated???and is it all suppose to be to end up my family like this...ii can say dat, to mie,as a child now...I have been through lots of up's and Down's with my family and its not easy to came all the way to here.It ish Not easy!and...Those times will neva be forgotten!Haiz...Dunno wad else can ii reallie say...Thinking dat,im reallie sick and tired of coming back home sometimes...But,ii still have to:( and Many times, ii felt dat,ii can neva find my happiness,love and joys in my house..But yet,sometimes it does have but,ii dun feel quite much of it...im starting to lose my self-confident and courage if this situation reallie continues...and im also glad dat at these moment of Stuggling, SOME of my friends would be dere and care and encourage mie and shown mie those "loves: dat ii actually needed.ii reallie got to sae a BIG THANK YOU to "ur"...

But, at some points when ii reallie wanted a shoulder to lean on and an arms to support to,There's none???and wad ii could do was onli to break down and cry???and this will definately helps mie to feel betta.im thinking dat im getting more and more timid..Dunnoe yy???but it jux seems to be so true...Hahax:D yea!

and todae ii did have a Gret fun with my PRIMARY SCHOOL(KCS) friends...Miss them SOOOOoooooooooooooooo much!Loves:D