Moment of sorrow...

Sometimes,ii jux hate to live...and each time ii jux wish ii were dead.and ii wish to be jux disappeared from this earth for a moment and onli be back when ii feels like.But, in life,it can never happen.

If there is time for joy, love and fun, DEFINATELY, there will be time for pain, hurts and sorrow.And,it never depends on where you are,who you were and when will it be.It will jux happen.There will not be time for you to prepared to be sad,happie or even Afraid. jux like you dunno when will your last day of urlife jouney comes.It can jux happen wherever you are,whenever you never expected it or whatever you are doing at that time.It will jux STRIKE!and everything of your dat happen in ur life will jux end without warning.

Sometimes, you might ask urself,yy everytime when u have something to be happie about, later on,something bad will comes...and yy each time the moment of joy,love and fun ish always so short and time of pain,hurt and sorrow ish always longer den time for happiness???This ish jux life.It always happen and thats when you never ever wanted to be!!!

And...When you reallie feel like crying out,and your tears ish stuck under ur eyeball, and cannot roll down, the feeling reallie sucks.ish like you are dying of pain but you still dun wanna live ur love ones and you keeps on hanging dere...Do you feel the kinda feelings???haiz...Sometimes,you do heard from ur friends that will say," life is so COMPLICATED!'. and sometimes you agreed with it too ritez???and have you ever ask urself yy will you think so???and how come???and then it becomes a mystery for you den have no answered for it.

Now that,ii have got a family,after my real fatehr had passed away,my mumie got remarried.and life became betta.But,today,a suden blow came towards mie.that,my step father wanted to give up our family and leave the house.its flabbergasting!As my mother continue to tell us how she feels deep inside her heart, my tears were already trickling down my cheeks.i must confess dat a lump had come to my throat and ii was having a hard to swallow...Mummie breaks down.Tears slowly roll down our cheeks and the house seems to be filled with moment of sorrows:(ii din noe wad to do...my mother ask mie,if ii will agreed my unle to leave us,ii said no but as long as he dun regret and come back to us can ler,den ii remained silent.

Flashback enters my mind,and many things seems to be going through my mind and ii din noe wad was ii thinking...until now,my mind and heart was all messed up and onli stuck in this stupid situation.ii feel trap.and im confused!

I DUNNO WAD TO DO!!!SOB SOB:( II DUNNO WAD ELSE TO SAE, AND...IM JUX WONDERING.blasting music into my ears and thinking,thinking ,thinking...non-stop thinking...