Today Happening...

Hmm..In sch,Start of morning was quite sleepy as last nitez slept late to watch harry potter from my kor's computer...Then,today morning woke up l8,but NVM...Still managed to get to sch on time.Hahax:P The start of the day was normal..But as it reaches the 2nd period,Think im already "warm-up" and my friend and ii started a conversation dat was sooooooooooo INTERESTING dat lasted fer the whole day till sch ended.Hahax:P was so damm funnie lahhz..Then,around the last 2nd period sick of math calculations,went to the wash room to slack and take pictures..hahax:P and tok SECRETS againHahax:P secrets!Shhhz...DON Think so far...and so many years..."She" ish the most Trust-worthy friend ii could ever shares my Secret with..As we known each other since sec1 and we have already shared one of our inner most top secret???Not sure...hahax:p

But,ii believe dat she can be trusted.So,ii told her about things dat im not sure with and she will always comfort mie in a positive way and allows mie to open up my mind as to understand her more...lolz:p She had her own problemz too..Some,even more complicated den mine.But,Maybe ii find dat my life ish more Happening???Lolz

Haiz...Today after sch,went to eat KFC with...XXXXXXXX,siti,ba thong,jhonson,"him"a guy from thailand call him(ish his name).Was Quite fun lorx..Normal.Jokes and laughter...hahax:p later on,went to search fer j-hon-son next target phone den wander around.Soon,the girls...Come to a decision of going to study...can u believe it???STUDY WORX...hahax:P kaes lahhz.Was great in the beginning but later on,drag to a conversation where...ii was reminded dat one of my friend bday coming which was one of my close friend this year name ba thong,and ii wanted to buy him a HEad phone cuz he got speaker liao,wallet,shirt and wad so ever...So,Head phone was my lastest idea and ii suggested to my friends...But,sadly to say,hurt from one friend of my and i was demoralised from den.My smile fated and ii dunnoe wad went thru my mind at that moment..Many many things..Past moments when we all had a great time ad even cried when during the holidays,Ba thong was going back his country...That was the most memorable day fer us...But,now,think we were no longer close to a friend...Hu were once CLOSE TO ME.

ii wonder...do friends jux come and go When ITS TIME???cause this seems to be happening in my life over and over again...and ii keep asking myself,why would onli when my friends needed mie den they come to mie???But when they have their own company,they left mie alone without knowing...It jux HURTS!!!cause...as ii noe,im a person hu cherish a friend more den anyone except my family...Even maybe my relative.Cause,ii realise...in my life,im not happie when im at home...and ii feel the HAPPIESS when im with my friends!:P and this makes mie thinks dat friends are the one...hu can bring my LOVE,Joys and care...though sometimes dere are moment of Sorrows...But,it still fun being with them..and now dat this have happen...

ii realise dat...FRIENDS ARE NOT FOREVER!!!(NO OFFENCE TO ANYONE)this are jux some of my thinking and feelings...

Hope to have a betta day tomoro!