♥Saturday, June 27, 2009♥
Starting to dislike about myself...
Knowing dat i have changed alot since im sec 1...Many things around mie changes too...BUt im 1 of the changes that make the TODAY mie unhappie ler...ii starting to dislike my sec sch life...Even the moments of happiness.Not reallie happie at all,compare to pri sch life.Friends were fun and easy-going...No spoiler all veri supportive and playful like mie...Now,hmm...far away from joy.More of sadness and sorrow.Sometimes even got peers problems.When added to more burdens,Cant breathe.
Losing the distance of my close friend since sec 1,she dun reallie bothers about mie anymore,starting to think dat,im no longer needed by ANYONE:(and no longer important and remembered...Hmm,sometimes i jux wonders wad did ii do...to deserve such...such...UNHAPPINESS:( sob sob...and,ii have also managed to keep my freedom of being single fer 5months plus...Im abit please.hahax:p but still missing the days of being love and care about...Unlike now.
Hiaz...hope ii could turn time back at some moment.Cause,i've tried to forget some things...but,it still remains.den ii realise,Moments of joy and happness dun lastand can be faded away,but times of sorrow and pain ish always in our mind and forever Remembered...Why???and oso,Hearts are often broken by Unspoken words...when,ii ask myself,"can ii trust in my own heart with my mind onli one???''its still a Question that ish without a valid answered.My mind ish jux full of Unanswered Questions...dats left for mie to clear...Arrg!Happiness ish now further away for mie to reach for...
How can ii make myself Happier...
Knowing dat i have changed alot since im sec 1...Many things around mie changes too...BUt im 1 of the changes that make the TODAY mie unhappie ler...ii starting to dislike my sec sch life...Even the moments of happiness.Not reallie happie at all,compare to pri sch life.Friends were fun and easy-going...No spoiler all veri supportive and playful like mie...Now,hmm...far away from joy.More of sadness and sorrow.Sometimes even got peers problems.When added to more burdens,Cant breathe.
Losing the distance of my close friend since sec 1,she dun reallie bothers about mie anymore,starting to think dat,im no longer needed by ANYONE:(and no longer important and remembered...Hmm,sometimes i jux wonders wad did ii do...to deserve such...such...UNHAPPINESS:( sob sob...and,ii have also managed to keep my freedom of being single fer 5months plus...Im abit please.hahax:p but still missing the days of being love and care about...Unlike now.
Hiaz...hope ii could turn time back at some moment.Cause,i've tried to forget some things...but,it still remains.den ii realise,Moments of joy and happness dun lastand can be faded away,but times of sorrow and pain ish always in our mind and forever Remembered...Why???and oso,Hearts are often broken by Unspoken words...when,ii ask myself,"can ii trust in my own heart with my mind onli one???''its still a Question that ish without a valid answered.My mind ish jux full of Unanswered Questions...dats left for mie to clear...Arrg!Happiness ish now further away for mie to reach for...
How can ii make myself Happier...
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
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