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♥Sunday, May 31, 2009♥

When Life has Turn exuu down,RMB these words!

Difficulties are meant to be ROUSE,not Discourage kaes???and dun let life discourage exuu;every1 who got where they stand had to begin where they was...Always Believes that LIFE ish worth living for...because your belief will create a FACT!hahax:P {Out of ur Vulnerabilities,will come your Strength.}

-[[FEELINGS,are much like waves,We cant stop them from coming...BUT,we can Choose which one to SURF!]]-cause...Happiness ish where we find it,BUT rarely where we seek it.

When exuu are feeling down...TELL yourself,(Perhaps ish ur eyes dat needs to be washed by ur Tears once in a while,So dat exuu can see LIFE with a clearer View again!)Just dun give up when there ish LOVE and INSPIRATION,cause...i dun think you can go wrong:)And,Whatever dat destroys exuu,Will always makes exuu STRONGER!in addition,Nothing ish impossible to a Willing heart...

You can have a better tomoro if you are thinking yesterday all the time.Keep ur face to the sunshine and exuu cannot see the shadows.HOLD fast to dreams for dreams die,Life ish a broken-winged bird dat cannot fly...As,Success ish not the final ish not fatal:it ish the COURAGE to continues that COUNTS!Though no one can go back in time and make a brand new START,but anyone can START from NOW...and make a brand NEW ENDING:PCause...WHEN te world says,"Give up!" the HOPE will Whisper,"Try it one more time!"hahax Dun always think of what you have...BUT,try thinking of what exuu miss.DON'T make an effort because the best things will happen,When exuu least Expect them...

The Greatest Event aren't the LOUDEST,but the most QUIET Hours...The most difficult lesson in life ish to choose which bridge in life to cross or which one to breaks off.

I BELIEVES...

A True friend ish someone who knows the song in ur HEART and can sing it back to you when you have FORGOTTEN the Lyrics or its Tune.When there ish always a mistakes,there WILL be a chance to Change or to turn a new leaf!


♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 10:51 PM

♥Thursday, May 28, 2009♥

What have ben wrong with my days???

Hiaz...It's been long since i last blogged.Cause i was not in a mood in playing computer.My results was under my expectations.Not all...but some onli.Aiya,Sianz...dunno how to stop myself from being lazy and sick of studying lehhz...Im like,someone who not sae dun like to study lar...jux dat,i onli study those subject dat i find it got HOPE and INTERESTING de...Den can make it...BUT,fer those err...subject got alot of the calculations de uhh...Think Cannot Make It liao...Hahax:P Been looking fer help before exams,but jux cant make much improvement.Jux too hard fer mie to carry on...Im like someone who ish going to end up with no education in a corner ler lahhz!GRRRRRRRR........HOW???

I wish,during the holidays,i could be able to pull myself to a extend where i loves to study and also able to make bigger improvement fer my studies!Especially my MATH & CHEMISTRY:(
This are the most hopeless subject dat i can cope with ler...Sianz uhh!
What should ii do...

Aiya,Dun tok about it ler.Sianz,Also uhh,yy do our parents quarrell always affect those innocent childerns like mie uhh!Since im primary 4 ehh!until now...ish so unreasonable lahhz!Theis problem we also kana..like W-T-tuttt sia!haiz...likfe ish jux so complicated!I have HAD enough of all this nonesense lahhz!Hur...Waste my Tym onli:#

Yea yea...anyway,i did realise more ans more people are playing Restaurant city now lar...Sianz:(so many days i nv play onli so many people catching up mie liao lar...Grr...But i find dat this game play long abit sianz.hahax:P anyway,i will onli play when im bored.Cause its also a waste of tym and MOney!
cya!

♥Smile can be deceiving♥
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♥Friday, May 22, 2009♥

WooHoo...I hv learnt the BASIC of Popping and Locking in Hip Hop from the Youtube TODAY!!!
and guess wad...todae was so much of flabbergasting fer mie!First,was my Mid-Year-Exam Chinese paper!!!I cant believed i did so well...That wasn't my target at all lar!Hahax:P So delighted man!!!keke^ ^

Next was like...Erm,concern about DANCING???
Interested???even if no,i still gotto sae...hahax:P
Todae my frenz and ii decided t go to City hall,esplanade to go there Dance "streets dancing"which ish the combination of...Hip HOp and B-Boy!Woah...The first moment i went there was like...SURPRISED?!hahax:P lots of different groups were practising their dance!One of them was like wad we said the..."Hip Hop" and another was like the..."jazz or contempory"???
hahax:P thier dance was Quite nice lar...Then,My friends and i starts to find a spot to start "warming up"???hahax:p den it begins...

Bla bla bla...den dance dance dance...den,
More and more teenagers and adults starts to crowd around our area?cuz there mostly ish fer BREAK DANCE???hahax:P den we also tries to make some NEW FRIENDS and also...NEW MOVES!!!hahax:P

We learnt...The "Proper"Foot works of Hip Hop den,Baby freeze+ hand stand,Steps of Hip hop...It was Quite fun day todae dat can learn soooooo MANY things in DANCE lar!hahax:PThose people was DAMM COOL!!!We were quite jealous too...hahax :# But we jux tried our best to learn as many stuff from those people...cause it was about going evening???hahax:P

Then,When i was on my way home on Train and on Bus,I was listening to MUSICS???And something SPECIAL about mie was...When i listens to some music,"Dance Moves" was dancing in my mind!and the feeling was like...I can do those steps!But actualy,when i try doing,ITS difficult!I was thinking like its damm cool lorx...YY would moves come into my mind and starts dancing but i jux cant do it...LOLZ!Then i when home,i on my computer,i starts to BLAST my songs to break the speakers!hahax..Then i starts seaching fer "lessons" fer Popping and Locking in the web,and i found it!!!i share the web with my dance frenz and i starts learning steps by steps...By NOW,i can do 2-3 of it already!!!and im damm HAPPIE!i also keep practising my baby freeze den dunno wad leg turn here and there de...it was scary and difficult,but fun and challenging which means = COOL!hahax:P
Im going to practise my DANCE again...
Cya!

♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 9:13 PM

♥Thursday, May 21, 2009♥

Oh yea..I got this friend i got to thanks.He/she has always been there fer mie whenever im down or dishearted.xxxx had always been nice to mie...Whenever i got problem,i walk up to xxxx woluld try xxxx best to help mie!Im so thanksful to xxxx!hahax:P

Muz be curious now bahhz...lolz

Thanks Darlinz:P

♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 7:34 PM

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Wahhz...todae was such a blow to mie!After knowing a result Failed follow by another,the feeling was not goood.Its was liek Heart break man!In addition,i kept thinking im becoming more and more retarded...Like an idoit lar!Hmm...all my classmate had at least one subject passed.unlike this stupid gal like mie!Shit ahh- -#NONE PASSES!!!So damm stupid ritez..somemore in Thru Train ehh...So damm embarrassed lorx...Haiz!Dunnno wad to sae ler lahhz...Feel like Hopeless lerx...But i noe wads my mistakes.The thing ish,WHY AM II SO BLOODY LAZY!!!Grr...I jux hate studying lahhz!Bullshit.
Im like so damm LOST???

......???......???...!!!
What the hell am i thinking ritez now?After knowing my results and knowing where ii stand,i think im stupid and dumb.Like my friends used to say,"jessica is getting more and more RETARDED."i find it so true now?!Haiz...I reallie dunno wad should ii do noe...I JUX DISLIKE STUDYING!!!WHAT SHOULD II DO???!
The worst thing ish like,i even feel like not studying anymore now lar...ish like jux tired of studies?hiaz...Damm mie! -[[PUI!]]-

EVERYTHING around mie ish CHANGING.
MY life seems to be ENDING,
Nothing seems to be working,
and everyone ish DYING of STUDYING!!!

Im SUFFOCATING!!!
I feel like crying every sec's i think of this...
My heart ish BREAKING up into pieces and never can be fixed back again:(

♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 6:32 PM

♥Tuesday, May 12, 2009♥

Hmm...How should ii start my journal writing ehh?Hahax:P Sianz uhh..Today ii tot math paper2 first den ii can study fer my geog during the break,Din expect that things turn out opposite!No tym study at all lorx..Then can exuu imagine my Math Paper2 LASTED for 2hours 30minutes ehh!I was so STRESSED UPP Lahhz!Somemore,when im doing the FREAKING paper,The weather ish Damm Humid and Warm:#Den ii veri difficult to Concentrate lorx- -!Haiz...My MATH can never make it to a HOPE ler...so sad sia!CMI all the way liaox...GRR...Why this Year so SIANZ one!!!Time flies so fast DE...

EEEEEE...This year NO FUN AT ALL!!!So Boring de...Hmm...WAD's happening to the Bloody World???!HUR...dots!How can i DESCRIBE my Emotions for this moment lehhz???
>VEXED?
>BORING?
>LIVELESS?
>SAD?
>CONFUSED?
>STRESSED
>HOPELESS!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAIZ...

♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 7:15 PM

♥Monday, May 11, 2009♥

$$$OOO000ooo boring de!Everyday ended so quickly especially at the time where i am having FUN lorx!GRR...Wad a day...NVM its soon over!Haiz...Anyway,Today i met many new friends when i was playing BBall at blk 222.Hahax:P they are fun man!Damm challenging..okie lar actually!Jux veri tiring...hahax:)

Wahhz...i miss my PRIMARY SCHOOL days alot sia!Every moment was so FUN & MEMORABLE!!!so much betta den in SEC SCH life lorx...SIANZ AHH!!!I wish i could have a TIME MACHINE at some moment lorx...so that i could stop wad could have happen to HAPPEN again!Dots...- -!

From today,i wish my life story will be more EXCITING and LIVELY to be SHARED!
Hmm..can that happen???Maybe i should be more Confident in myself.HAH!Looking to the days ahead was...not so???Curious about it.Cause nothing special i think?- -!AIYAHH...Dunnoe wad to sae sia..I wish my days were busy...SO THAT...i dun have to think so much about EVERYTHING!Ritez...yea!hahax:)

@#$^$^*%*($*&&_@*^$!)-dunnoe wad the hell am ii thinking!EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS!SIANZ AHH!!!im going crazie over STUDIES!HUR...4get it!Juz try to leave all my days AS HAPPIE AS I CAN bahhz...^ ^-[[laughing queen]]-am ii still the one i used to be???Things have CHANGED!!!jux not the PASt.hahax:)

♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 9:20 PM

♥Sunday, May 10, 2009♥

Time have been passin...And mani things have changed.I have been veri troubled with mani things which ish happening in my life...i dunno yy im always soooooooo...haiz.I find life's ish more and more Complicated.I starts to belief that there's times where a person ish weak and need someone there to comfort them...and give them encouragement and motivation to pursue.Life's ish getting harder to live on...And harder to find Happiness yea?
Maybe there's time fer fun and there's time fer sorrow.As life's ish Filled with...LOVES,PAIN,CARE,SUFFERS,FUN,SORROWS,HAPPINESS AND TROUBLES...But ish jux so COMPLICATED.Cause sometimes where exuu jux dun wan some things to happen,Ur luck jux dun seems to side exuu...And,the choices that a person makes,always changes its thinking.
Sometimes...at a particular moment...Exuu jux terribly wish there's a TIME MACHINE with you...and exuu jux hope exuu could get back in time and change the things dat exuu dun wish to happen to Happen again.Unfortunately...IT CAN NEVER HAPPEN!Haiz...
Why???Why ish life so COMPLICATED?!Gosh...This ish killing mie.I hope i'll jux die by Laughing one day?haiz...LETs jux think the POSITIVE way of living den...

TRY TO BE HAPPIE WHEN YOU CAN,CAUSE WHEN EXUU WANT TO,IT WILL NEVER COME AGAIN!:p

♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 10:26 PM

♥Monday, May 4, 2009♥

I got this weird feeling...i'll be dying soon.
I cant tell this to anyone,but i feel so uncomfortable inside...So hard to breathe.
But if ii dun tell...ish good for the people around mie too...haiz,WHY?!
why so early...Why ish it gotto be mie???i dun wanna end my life so fast...
i heaven enjoy lots yet!:(i wanna cry!!!

haiz...Bet i have to face it!
hmm...guess i have to enjoy my life now as much as i can bahhz!
:(Sob sob...

Hope any1 dat sees this blog,KEEP IT TO URSELF!
thank you!

♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 10:38 PM

♥Sunday, May 3, 2009♥

im sooooo damm bored at home...Actually todae 2pm im suppose to meet my so called the "close friends" i found this year...But sad to sae,they all went to fly an aeroplane and left mie alone at home with empty minded ideas.So good ritez...Make mie save money.Think muz thanks them ler...ALL so kind.Haiz,i have been wondering who ish reallie my true friend who will stand up for mie and always be there when im down and will always show their moral support to mie in whatever i do...BUT,till this day...There dun seems to be any.Have you ever heard of a saying that says,"True friends are hard to find,hard to leave and impossible to forget".Its so true...Why cant i find any???Or are they always around mie jux dat i din notice?If thats reallie possible,God,Please let mie meet them...I need them to be by my side.

Why would friends jux come and go as they want sometimes?Do exuu reallie noe yy?I reallie wanna noe...I also realise dat im one of the friend dat jux come and go...for mie,i think dat cause in the first place,exuu found these group fun to mix with...but as days were longer,Exuu find them a little bored or at the saem time,a new group of friends starts to be close to you...and exuu start mixing with them...and THESE the time where exuu starts to leave ur old friends...But,exuu still miss the time exuu always had together with them...Ritez?!

I also got these Special friend hu once told mie dat he/she does not like to share friends..Noe wad does it means?She ish afraid one day...This special one day ALL her friends will leave her.IM afraid this one day will come to mie to...i wonder,hu ish den not afraid to be alone in a world full of "friends not yet meet".Hmm...It ish then hard to live.

Every moment when i hears SILENCE,My mind will be filled with many Unanswered Questions waiting for mie to solve it.But,at the same time,i dun feel im happie at all.All my joys, love and Fun seems to fade away...YY?Why do people living in this world live with such pain...Full of Ups and Downs...haiz,Bet this ish then CALLed the"LIFE"!

♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 3:52 PM

♥Friday, May 1, 2009♥










these are some of the pictures we took at SENTOSA!!!










Bday boi kana Stink by JELLY FISH!!!





I am veri grateful to yifu's as he not always care for me,but my sister too.He also dun mind coming to my hus late at night jux to teach mie study.He ahve always been so kind and fun to be known.Im one of the lucky one to be invited to his bday celebrations at SENTOSA!

Its was so fun..but sadly...i was carry buy MY OWN SISTER,boon kiat and frenz and was THROWn into the beach!Grrr...was so FUN!hahax:PAnd unfortunately...OUR bday boi boi was stink by a JELLY FISH.and was damm sui lar..."pain sia!not itchy but pain"hahax was wad he like said b4 lar...den everyone starts to worrie for our bday darlinz.hahax cause,ish JELLY FISH!!!damm it.Den later on,we went on.There was this BRIDGE,connected to another beach.IT WAS DAMM FREAKING SCARY LAR!!!the boys keeps on shaking while we were crossing it.It feels like exuu were going to drop down to the water like dat...and its veri GIDDY.Then,we took lots of pictures and its was veri memorable.There were 20plus people to 30 i think.Everyone was veri FUN and FRIENDLY.All was veri lovable.hahax:p but not betta den me lar..LOLZ


den late nitez,we went to vivo city to had our dinner...My frens and i some lar..onli had 9 small pieces of sugar butter bread for DINNER!!!unbeivable ritez...diao lorx.hahax:P den some of them have to went home so...onli left the little 8 of us.And we decided to go to another BDAY gal JOANNA bday party at PASIR RIS.hahax:P

We all took a 8sitter taxi of $40 bucks to her party at pasir ris...
We played VOLLEY BALL,SOCCER,and POKER to keep ourselves AWAKE!!!
even at 3am plus to 4am,We still playing Volley ball ehh...



Its was veri tiring but fun!hahax den awhile l8r...My friend shi yuan and kai kai and i decided to go to MAC to enjoy the AIR-CON and also have some bites.Then,as we walk,we talk like how in the past we used to talk like...I miss 2008 Class 2N3 so much lar!!!even some moments...i feel like crying.Cause the fun and memorable time was so short...AND,i even see the person i Once LOVES most to Be SMOKING!!!its waas so FLABBERGASTING!i was den so hurt...but i kept silent.Onli shi yuan and kai kai noe im troubled.What more,He never even sae hiie to mie...and we never even CHAT a single word lar...CAN EXUU BELIEVE IT!!!

I damm sad sia... Then we Ton all the way to...7am plus den all went back home.Except some continue to go WWW. wild wild wet.
After i got home,i bath and guess wad???BOMB! I fall asleep till 5plus 6pm den i woke up!
hahax:P











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@ 8:34 PM