When Life has Turn exuu down,RMB these words!
Difficulties are meant to be ROUSE,not Discourage kaes???and dun let life discourage exuu;every1 who got where they stand had to begin where they was...Always Believes that LIFE ish worth living for...because your belief will create a FACT!hahax:P {Out of ur Vulnerabilities,will come your Strength.}
-[[FEELINGS,are much like waves,We cant stop them from coming...BUT,we can Choose which one to SURF!]]-cause...Happiness ish where we find it,BUT rarely where we seek it.
When exuu are feeling down...TELL yourself,(Perhaps ish ur eyes dat needs to be washed by ur Tears once in a while,So dat exuu can see LIFE with a clearer View again!)Just dun give up when there ish LOVE and INSPIRATION,cause...i dun think you can go wrong:)And,Whatever dat destroys exuu,Will always makes exuu STRONGER!in addition,Nothing ish impossible to a Willing heart...
You can have a better tomoro if you are thinking yesterday all the time.Keep ur face to the sunshine and exuu cannot see the shadows.HOLD fast to dreams for dreams die,Life ish a broken-winged bird dat cannot fly...As,Success ish not the final ish not fatal:it ish the COURAGE to continues that COUNTS!Though no one can go back in time and make a brand new START,but anyone can START from NOW...and make a brand NEW ENDING:PCause...WHEN te world says,"Give up!" the HOPE will Whisper,"Try it one more time!"hahax Dun always think of what you have...BUT,try thinking of what exuu miss.DON'T make an effort because the best things will happen,When exuu least Expect them...
The Greatest Event aren't the LOUDEST,but the most QUIET Hours...The most difficult lesson in life ish to choose which bridge in life to cross or which one to breaks off.
I BELIEVES...
A True friend ish someone who knows the song in ur HEART and can sing it back to you when you have FORGOTTEN the Lyrics or its Tune.When there ish always a mistakes,there WILL be a chance to Change or to turn a new leaf!
@ 10:51 PM
Hiaz...It's been long since i last blogged.Cause i was not in a mood in playing computer.My results was under my expectations.Not all...but some onli.Aiya,Sianz...dunno how to stop myself from being lazy and sick of studying lehhz...Im like,someone who not sae dun like to study lar...jux dat,i onli study those subject dat i find it got HOPE and INTERESTING de...Den can make it...BUT,fer those err...subject got alot of the calculations de uhh...Think Cannot Make It liao...Hahax:P Been looking fer help before exams,but jux cant make much improvement.Jux too hard fer mie to carry on...Im like someone who ish going to end up with no education in a corner ler lahhz!GRRRRRRRR........HOW???
I wish,during the holidays,i could be able to pull myself to a extend where i loves to study and also able to make bigger improvement fer my studies!Especially my MATH & CHEMISTRY:(
This are the most hopeless subject dat i can cope with ler...Sianz uhh!
What should ii do...
Aiya,Dun tok about it ler.Sianz,Also uhh,yy do our parents quarrell always affect those innocent childerns like mie uhh!Since im primary 4 ehh!until now...ish so unreasonable lahhz!Theis problem we also kana..like W-T-tuttt sia!haiz...likfe ish jux so complicated!I have HAD enough of all this nonesense lahhz!Hur...Waste my Tym onli:#
Yea yea...anyway,i did realise more ans more people are playing Restaurant city now lar...Sianz:(so many days i nv play onli so many people catching up mie liao lar...Grr...But i find dat this game play long abit sianz.hahax:P anyway,i will onli play when im bored.Cause its also a waste of tym and MOney!
cya!
@ 7:07 PM
and guess wad...todae was so much of flabbergasting fer mie!First,was my Mid-Year-Exam Chinese paper!!!I cant believed i did so well...That wasn't my target at all lar!Hahax:P So delighted man!!!keke^ ^
Next was like...Erm,concern about DANCING???
Interested???even if no,i still gotto sae...hahax:P
Todae my frenz and ii decided t go to City hall,esplanade to go there Dance "streets dancing"which ish the combination of...Hip HOp and B-Boy!Woah...The first moment i went there was like...SURPRISED?!hahax:P lots of different groups were practising their dance!One of them was like wad we said the..."Hip Hop" and another was like the..."jazz or contempory"???
hahax:P thier dance was Quite nice lar...Then,My friends and i starts to find a spot to start "warming up"???hahax:p den it begins...
Bla bla bla...den dance dance dance...den,
More and more teenagers and adults starts to crowd around our area?cuz there mostly ish fer BREAK DANCE???hahax:P den we also tries to make some NEW FRIENDS and also...NEW MOVES!!!hahax:P
We learnt...The "Proper"Foot works of Hip Hop den,Baby freeze+ hand stand,Steps of Hip hop...It was Quite fun day todae dat can learn soooooo MANY things in DANCE lar!hahax:PThose people was DAMM COOL!!!We were quite jealous too...hahax :# But we jux tried our best to learn as many stuff from those people...cause it was about going evening???hahax:P
Then,When i was on my way home on Train and on Bus,I was listening to MUSICS???And something SPECIAL about mie was...When i listens to some music,"Dance Moves" was dancing in my mind!and the feeling was like...I can do those steps!But actualy,when i try doing,ITS difficult!I was thinking like its damm cool lorx...YY would moves come into my mind and starts dancing but i jux cant do it...LOLZ!Then i when home,i on my computer,i starts to BLAST my songs to break the speakers!hahax..Then i starts seaching fer "lessons" fer Popping and Locking in the web,and i found it!!!i share the web with my dance frenz and i starts learning steps by steps...By NOW,i can do 2-3 of it already!!!and im damm HAPPIE!i also keep practising my baby freeze den dunno wad leg turn here and there de...it was scary and difficult,but fun and challenging which means = COOL!hahax:P
Im going to practise my DANCE again...
Cya!
@ 9:13 PM
Muz be curious now bahhz...lolz
Thanks Darlinz:P
@ 7:34 PM
Im like so damm LOST???
......???......???...!!!
What the hell am i thinking ritez now?After knowing my results and knowing where ii stand,i think im stupid and dumb.Like my friends used to say,"jessica is getting more and more RETARDED."i find it so true now?!Haiz...I reallie dunno wad should ii do noe...I JUX DISLIKE STUDYING!!!WHAT SHOULD II DO???!
The worst thing ish like,i even feel like not studying anymore now lar...ish like jux tired of studies?hiaz...Damm mie! -[[PUI!]]-
EVERYTHING around mie ish CHANGING.
MY life seems to be ENDING,
Nothing seems to be working,
and everyone ish DYING of STUDYING!!!
Im SUFFOCATING!!!
I feel like crying every sec's i think of this...
My heart ish BREAKING up into pieces and never can be fixed back again:(
@ 6:32 PM
EEEEEE...This year NO FUN AT ALL!!!So Boring de...Hmm...WAD's happening to the Bloody World???!HUR...dots!How can i DESCRIBE my Emotions for this moment lehhz???
>VEXED?
>BORING?
>LIVELESS?
>SAD?
>CONFUSED?
>STRESSED
>HOPELESS!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAIZ...
@ 7:15 PM
Wahhz...i miss my PRIMARY SCHOOL days alot sia!Every moment was so FUN & MEMORABLE!!!so much betta den in SEC SCH life lorx...SIANZ AHH!!!I wish i could have a TIME MACHINE at some moment lorx...so that i could stop wad could have happen to HAPPEN again!Dots...- -!
From today,i wish my life story will be more EXCITING and LIVELY to be SHARED!
Hmm..can that happen???Maybe i should be more Confident in myself.HAH!Looking to the days ahead was...not so???Curious about it.Cause nothing special i think?- -!AIYAHH...Dunnoe wad to sae sia..I wish my days were busy...SO THAT...i dun have to think so much about EVERYTHING!Ritez...yea!hahax:)
@#$^$^*%*($*&&_@*^$!)-dunnoe wad the hell am ii thinking!EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS!SIANZ AHH!!!im going crazie over STUDIES!HUR...4get it!Juz try to leave all my days AS HAPPIE AS I CAN bahhz...^ ^-[[laughing queen]]-am ii still the one i used to be???Things have CHANGED!!!jux not the PASt.hahax:)
@ 9:20 PM
Maybe there's time fer fun and there's time fer sorrow.As life's ish Filled with...LOVES,PAIN,CARE,SUFFERS,FUN,SORROWS,HAPPINESS AND TROUBLES...But ish jux so COMPLICATED.Cause sometimes where exuu jux dun wan some things to happen,Ur luck jux dun seems to side exuu...And,the choices that a person makes,always changes its thinking.
Sometimes...at a particular moment...Exuu jux terribly wish there's a TIME MACHINE with you...and exuu jux hope exuu could get back in time and change the things dat exuu dun wish to happen to Happen again.Unfortunately...IT CAN NEVER HAPPEN!Haiz...
Why???Why ish life so COMPLICATED?!Gosh...This ish killing mie.I hope i'll jux die by Laughing one day?haiz...LETs jux think the POSITIVE way of living den...
TRY TO BE HAPPIE WHEN YOU CAN,CAUSE WHEN EXUU WANT TO,IT WILL NEVER COME AGAIN!:p
@ 10:26 PM
I cant tell this to anyone,but i feel so uncomfortable inside...So hard to breathe.
But if ii dun tell...ish good for the people around mie too...haiz,WHY?!
why so early...Why ish it gotto be mie???i dun wanna end my life so fast...
i heaven enjoy lots yet!:(i wanna cry!!!
haiz...Bet i have to face it!
hmm...guess i have to enjoy my life now as much as i can bahhz!
:(Sob sob...
Hope any1 dat sees this blog,KEEP IT TO URSELF!
thank you!
@ 10:38 PM
Why would friends jux come and go as they want sometimes?Do exuu reallie noe yy?I reallie wanna noe...I also realise dat im one of the friend dat jux come and go...for mie,i think dat cause in the first place,exuu found these group fun to mix with...but as days were longer,Exuu find them a little bored or at the saem time,a new group of friends starts to be close to you...and exuu start mixing with them...and THESE the time where exuu starts to leave ur old friends...But,exuu still miss the time exuu always had together with them...Ritez?!
I also got these Special friend hu once told mie dat he/she does not like to share friends..Noe wad does it means?She ish afraid one day...This special one day ALL her friends will leave her.IM afraid this one day will come to mie to...i wonder,hu ish den not afraid to be alone in a world full of "friends not yet meet".Hmm...It ish then hard to live.
Every moment when i hears SILENCE,My mind will be filled with many Unanswered Questions waiting for mie to solve it.But,at the same time,i dun feel im happie at all.All my joys, love and Fun seems to fade away...YY?Why do people living in this world live with such pain...Full of Ups and Downs...haiz,Bet this ish then CALLed the"LIFE"!
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