♥Monday, April 13, 2009♥
Sometimes,do exuu have a kinda feeling that are hard to Express?
Or,Words that are hard to describe?
Cause...These few days,im having these kinds of feeling and i get irratated easily...
I seems to like this guy,But ish onli like kaes...
At first,we met each other in a quarrell.
because im noisy,and he walk forward and nagged at me.
This very moment cause me to take scans on himm sometimes.
Soon later,i started to miss himm when Silence are sround mie...So ii started thinking of himm whenever im free!In the first place,i dun think i will like this kind of people de...
Or,Words that are hard to describe?
Cause...These few days,im having these kinds of feeling and i get irratated easily...
I seems to like this guy,But ish onli like kaes...
At first,we met each other in a quarrell.
because im noisy,and he walk forward and nagged at me.
This very moment cause me to take scans on himm sometimes.
Soon later,i started to miss himm when Silence are sround mie...So ii started thinking of himm whenever im free!In the first place,i dun think i will like this kind of people de...
But as time go by,Whenever im bored,he will always be there to entertain me,not onli dat,
When imsad,he will deeply hope dat im willing to share my Sorrows and troubles...and
He dun mind my Sucking voice when sometimes i feel like singing and he would jux listen...
He even encourage mie to Study well...Keep myself healthy by eating a balance diet and having all my meals on time.And if i ship my meal,he would not tok to mie...
Got this veri 1time,he was curious and ask about my sis,and said she was pretty and bla bla bla stuff...Out of the blue,my smile faded away and ache enters my heart...
i was speechless at the moment...i KEPT quiet..and then i hung the kol...
He was then veri worrie...and he was not aware that he hurt mie at dat tym..i was so mad at himm and i din even wan to pick upp the rest of his kols and messages...Soon after the seconds fly,he den realise his words stab my heart,and apologized.on the other hand,i was so guilty and sad cause,he have the rights to say whoever that is pretty and in addition,im not anyone close to him so do i have any rights to stop him to say anything dat he wants to say about my sis???
So,i realise i was wrong...
later,i also apologized.
but even thought we both admitted our wrongs but we dun seems to be happie,cause our smiles are gone...I then tried cheering myself upp in order to make him happie at the same tym,but its was not so easy to have a fake smile and laughter...Afterall,lots of silent surrounded our privacy...It was totally filled with quietness and peace.We seem to be enjoying the silent in between...hahax:P
The worse now is...He ish always going for camp and going for NS soon in a few months time.When i heard these piece of"good news"i was down once again.
Haiz...- -!
When imsad,he will deeply hope dat im willing to share my Sorrows and troubles...and
He dun mind my Sucking voice when sometimes i feel like singing and he would jux listen...
He even encourage mie to Study well...Keep myself healthy by eating a balance diet and having all my meals on time.And if i ship my meal,he would not tok to mie...
Got this veri 1time,he was curious and ask about my sis,and said she was pretty and bla bla bla stuff...Out of the blue,my smile faded away and ache enters my heart...
i was speechless at the moment...i KEPT quiet..and then i hung the kol...
He was then veri worrie...and he was not aware that he hurt mie at dat tym..i was so mad at himm and i din even wan to pick upp the rest of his kols and messages...Soon after the seconds fly,he den realise his words stab my heart,and apologized.on the other hand,i was so guilty and sad cause,he have the rights to say whoever that is pretty and in addition,im not anyone close to him so do i have any rights to stop him to say anything dat he wants to say about my sis???
So,i realise i was wrong...
later,i also apologized.
but even thought we both admitted our wrongs but we dun seems to be happie,cause our smiles are gone...I then tried cheering myself upp in order to make him happie at the same tym,but its was not so easy to have a fake smile and laughter...Afterall,lots of silent surrounded our privacy...It was totally filled with quietness and peace.We seem to be enjoying the silent in between...hahax:P
The worse now is...He ish always going for camp and going for NS soon in a few months time.When i heard these piece of"good news"i was down once again.
Haiz...- -!
Everysecond,everytime,
everymoment,everywhere...
My mind ish always about himm...
wad he doing,ish he having fun?
have him eaten all sorts of things dat are related to himm...and
after all,even my closes buds message or toks to mie i jux dun seems to be happie toking to dem..
cause they are not the one im interested in and not wanting to see!so,i jux kept quite most of the time and think about himm...He seems to be my everything from den on.
Till today...
Ish still himm!Why???
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
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@ 9:44 PM
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