♥Wednesday, April 29, 2009♥
haiz...Been so depressed this few days.So stress over STUDY!!!
and also peers pressure.sianz sia!What am ii going to do...Im so confused.Haiz...
carzie mie!I cannot COPE with my MATHS! and CHEMISTRY!gosh...dying to have back my oldself!The slaking type and full of joy de...Where have it been???
and also peers pressure.sianz sia!What am ii going to do...Im so confused.Haiz...
carzie mie!I cannot COPE with my MATHS! and CHEMISTRY!gosh...dying to have back my oldself!The slaking type and full of joy de...Where have it been???
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 9:43 PM
@ 9:43 PM
♥Tuesday, April 28, 2009♥
Yipee!i have made great improvement in my studies!hahax:p
My POA,Physics and Geography aredoing well man!I reallie hope my dreams and hope are round my corner...hahax:P
so excited sei...I wish i can maintain this performance in my studies or do betta!
i sure happie like siao de!Whakaka...
i hope all my friends are also doing well too?...hahax:P
All the Best 4 every1 yeA?keke^ ^
Love Love Love!
Muackz muackz sexies and handsome!
All the best for all ur EXAMS!!!
My POA,Physics and Geography aredoing well man!I reallie hope my dreams and hope are round my corner...hahax:P
so excited sei...I wish i can maintain this performance in my studies or do betta!
i sure happie like siao de!Whakaka...
i hope all my friends are also doing well too?...hahax:P
All the Best 4 every1 yeA?keke^ ^
Love Love Love!
Muackz muackz sexies and handsome!
All the best for all ur EXAMS!!!
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
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@ 8:27 PM
♥Monday, April 27, 2009♥
I wish...
>my relationship with my sister would be more bonded
>i could grow taller,at least 160-165
>i wish ii could be much smater and brighter
>i could have less troubles
>i will have More time for fun!
*All these that ii jux wish for WILL COME TRUE!
Today,i oso want to thanks a guy(yifu), not t-shirt, for teaching me math and POA this evening and not minding the distance and the time.I appreciate his sincerity for helping mie
in my studies...He also gave mie advice on others troubled dat i had after sharing with him. Thanks alot dude! :p
I pray to god,hope god will help mie make my wishes come true.
Im hoping so much to bond with my sister,and scoring well for all my subjects!
Hmm...LETS HOPE FOR THE BEST!
CHEERS!
>my relationship with my sister would be more bonded
>i could grow taller,at least 160-165
>i wish ii could be much smater and brighter
>i could have less troubles
>i will have More time for fun!
*All these that ii jux wish for WILL COME TRUE!
Today,i oso want to thanks a guy(yifu), not t-shirt, for teaching me math and POA this evening and not minding the distance and the time.I appreciate his sincerity for helping mie
in my studies...He also gave mie advice on others troubled dat i had after sharing with him. Thanks alot dude! :p
I pray to god,hope god will help mie make my wishes come true.
Im hoping so much to bond with my sister,and scoring well for all my subjects!
Hmm...LETS HOPE FOR THE BEST!
CHEERS!
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 10:19 PM
@ 10:19 PM
♥Saturday, April 25, 2009♥
i dunno wads wrong with the problems in between my friends and ii.
this few weeks or months,we have been veri close.
We share lots of memorable time together...
but,dunno recently...everyone seems to changed.i cant see the wrong in it.
maybe im the one...who brings all this unhappiness and sorrow to them...
i jux cant...cant...
haiz...i dunno wad else to sae...
Friends...
im reallie sorrie for always bullying your and always spoils ur fun.
now i have realise im actually the devil that ruins ur day.
im reallie veri sorrie...i dunno wads the problem with mie animore...
IM SO STRESS UPP!
im so sad...
i dunno wad to do!
i onli now know...
i have hurt u people...
i always tot that with my present around,ur will certainly be happie...
unfortunately,its all wrong.
i never knew im all wrong... Till today.
thanks to one of ur,hu have said all ur true words and unhappy or unpleasant things in ur heart out and let mie realise all the things i ahve cause and broken...
im sorrie...
im realie veri sorrie.
im also reallie damm...sad:(
i wish i caould have a time machine with mie...
and wish all this would not have happen...
please...its all over!
this few weeks or months,we have been veri close.
We share lots of memorable time together...
but,dunno recently...everyone seems to changed.i cant see the wrong in it.
maybe im the one...who brings all this unhappiness and sorrow to them...
i jux cant...cant...
haiz...i dunno wad else to sae...
Friends...
im reallie sorrie for always bullying your and always spoils ur fun.
now i have realise im actually the devil that ruins ur day.
im reallie veri sorrie...i dunno wads the problem with mie animore...
IM SO STRESS UPP!
im so sad...
i dunno wad to do!
i onli now know...
i have hurt u people...
i always tot that with my present around,ur will certainly be happie...
unfortunately,its all wrong.
i never knew im all wrong... Till today.
thanks to one of ur,hu have said all ur true words and unhappy or unpleasant things in ur heart out and let mie realise all the things i ahve cause and broken...
im sorrie...
im realie veri sorrie.
im also reallie damm...sad:(
i wish i caould have a time machine with mie...
and wish all this would not have happen...
please...its all over!
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
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@ 10:18 PM
♥Thursday, April 23, 2009♥
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♥Smile can be deceiving♥
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♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 10:49 PM
@ 10:49 PM
♥Wednesday, April 15, 2009♥
I was looking forward to 2009 ftpss Sports carnival day!
I wanted to win for my CCA(OAC),So on that week,MON,
I went to tpy stadium with my seniors and juniors for Running training...
Then I keep telling myself im Going to Train harD for OAC!
So,i Keep pushing myself...to keep on going.
We train 4x100 relay MIXED.
Then,We train till about 6plus 7evening.
All went off around that time i think.
Soon later,we all seperated and went different way home.
When i was on my way back,i thinking,should i go training again?
Then i say...for the seek of OAC,i muz win so i shld train cuz i oso nt so tired.
Then,i went back home to put my belongings and i went down for jogging and i train myself on SPEED.So,i from7plus...Train till 9pm.Then i went home.Things was still smooth.i took a bath and went to sleep.
Till when im in school,i started Feeling PAIN on my tHied and Carve.
The nerves seems to be pulling...IT WAS SO PAINFUL!
I cant stand the freaking pain...
UNTIL today...the pain ish still there.Jux by walking a few steps,it can pull till exuu feel like breaking ur legs...The most sad thing ish..sOMetimes the pain make me feel unable to walk and move.But as long as i jux stand there or i MOVE...There will still be pain.This morning,I went to my senior and ask wad shld i do,They ask mie to Stretch..Soon about 5mins?
It get worse...ANd i Cant even walk even thought the time for assembly ish upp.I keep rushing myself,But its too painful till i broke Down..And my senior Piggy Back mie...I skip the assembly and straight went to my 1st period lesson classroom.
It was so painful still...
AFter school,we got bowling.
then,bl bla bla bla...
When we reach back to sch,my friends and i decided to go central for lunch or dinner.
But because of my muscle strain,I was unable to walk like normal speed like them.One of my closest friend said to me that iw as veri slow ad ask if i could faster.I was so in pain and i jux told her if she dun mind she could jux go ahead.Then i feel,Because of mie,i cause trouble to the people around mie.It make mie lose Confident in myself...i was so hurt.
I reallie hope my so called"injuries"could HEAL faster!
I wanna RUN FOR SPORTS DAY!!!
All the best!
I wanted to win for my CCA(OAC),So on that week,MON,
I went to tpy stadium with my seniors and juniors for Running training...
Then I keep telling myself im Going to Train harD for OAC!
So,i Keep pushing myself...to keep on going.
We train 4x100 relay MIXED.
Then,We train till about 6plus 7evening.
All went off around that time i think.
Soon later,we all seperated and went different way home.
When i was on my way back,i thinking,should i go training again?
Then i say...for the seek of OAC,i muz win so i shld train cuz i oso nt so tired.
Then,i went back home to put my belongings and i went down for jogging and i train myself on SPEED.So,i from7plus...Train till 9pm.Then i went home.Things was still smooth.i took a bath and went to sleep.
Till when im in school,i started Feeling PAIN on my tHied and Carve.
The nerves seems to be pulling...IT WAS SO PAINFUL!
I cant stand the freaking pain...
UNTIL today...the pain ish still there.Jux by walking a few steps,it can pull till exuu feel like breaking ur legs...The most sad thing ish..sOMetimes the pain make me feel unable to walk and move.But as long as i jux stand there or i MOVE...There will still be pain.This morning,I went to my senior and ask wad shld i do,They ask mie to Stretch..Soon about 5mins?
It get worse...ANd i Cant even walk even thought the time for assembly ish upp.I keep rushing myself,But its too painful till i broke Down..And my senior Piggy Back mie...I skip the assembly and straight went to my 1st period lesson classroom.
It was so painful still...
AFter school,we got bowling.
then,bl bla bla bla...
When we reach back to sch,my friends and i decided to go central for lunch or dinner.
But because of my muscle strain,I was unable to walk like normal speed like them.One of my closest friend said to me that iw as veri slow ad ask if i could faster.I was so in pain and i jux told her if she dun mind she could jux go ahead.Then i feel,Because of mie,i cause trouble to the people around mie.It make mie lose Confident in myself...i was so hurt.
I reallie hope my so called"injuries"could HEAL faster!
I wanna RUN FOR SPORTS DAY!!!
All the best!
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 10:58 PM
@ 10:58 PM
♥Monday, April 13, 2009♥
Sometimes,do exuu have a kinda feeling that are hard to Express?
Or,Words that are hard to describe?
Cause...These few days,im having these kinds of feeling and i get irratated easily...
I seems to like this guy,But ish onli like kaes...
At first,we met each other in a quarrell.
because im noisy,and he walk forward and nagged at me.
This very moment cause me to take scans on himm sometimes.
Soon later,i started to miss himm when Silence are sround mie...So ii started thinking of himm whenever im free!In the first place,i dun think i will like this kind of people de...
Or,Words that are hard to describe?
Cause...These few days,im having these kinds of feeling and i get irratated easily...
I seems to like this guy,But ish onli like kaes...
At first,we met each other in a quarrell.
because im noisy,and he walk forward and nagged at me.
This very moment cause me to take scans on himm sometimes.
Soon later,i started to miss himm when Silence are sround mie...So ii started thinking of himm whenever im free!In the first place,i dun think i will like this kind of people de...
But as time go by,Whenever im bored,he will always be there to entertain me,not onli dat,
When imsad,he will deeply hope dat im willing to share my Sorrows and troubles...and
He dun mind my Sucking voice when sometimes i feel like singing and he would jux listen...
He even encourage mie to Study well...Keep myself healthy by eating a balance diet and having all my meals on time.And if i ship my meal,he would not tok to mie...
Got this veri 1time,he was curious and ask about my sis,and said she was pretty and bla bla bla stuff...Out of the blue,my smile faded away and ache enters my heart...
i was speechless at the moment...i KEPT quiet..and then i hung the kol...
He was then veri worrie...and he was not aware that he hurt mie at dat tym..i was so mad at himm and i din even wan to pick upp the rest of his kols and messages...Soon after the seconds fly,he den realise his words stab my heart,and apologized.on the other hand,i was so guilty and sad cause,he have the rights to say whoever that is pretty and in addition,im not anyone close to him so do i have any rights to stop him to say anything dat he wants to say about my sis???
So,i realise i was wrong...
later,i also apologized.
but even thought we both admitted our wrongs but we dun seems to be happie,cause our smiles are gone...I then tried cheering myself upp in order to make him happie at the same tym,but its was not so easy to have a fake smile and laughter...Afterall,lots of silent surrounded our privacy...It was totally filled with quietness and peace.We seem to be enjoying the silent in between...hahax:P
The worse now is...He ish always going for camp and going for NS soon in a few months time.When i heard these piece of"good news"i was down once again.
Haiz...- -!
When imsad,he will deeply hope dat im willing to share my Sorrows and troubles...and
He dun mind my Sucking voice when sometimes i feel like singing and he would jux listen...
He even encourage mie to Study well...Keep myself healthy by eating a balance diet and having all my meals on time.And if i ship my meal,he would not tok to mie...
Got this veri 1time,he was curious and ask about my sis,and said she was pretty and bla bla bla stuff...Out of the blue,my smile faded away and ache enters my heart...
i was speechless at the moment...i KEPT quiet..and then i hung the kol...
He was then veri worrie...and he was not aware that he hurt mie at dat tym..i was so mad at himm and i din even wan to pick upp the rest of his kols and messages...Soon after the seconds fly,he den realise his words stab my heart,and apologized.on the other hand,i was so guilty and sad cause,he have the rights to say whoever that is pretty and in addition,im not anyone close to him so do i have any rights to stop him to say anything dat he wants to say about my sis???
So,i realise i was wrong...
later,i also apologized.
but even thought we both admitted our wrongs but we dun seems to be happie,cause our smiles are gone...I then tried cheering myself upp in order to make him happie at the same tym,but its was not so easy to have a fake smile and laughter...Afterall,lots of silent surrounded our privacy...It was totally filled with quietness and peace.We seem to be enjoying the silent in between...hahax:P
The worse now is...He ish always going for camp and going for NS soon in a few months time.When i heard these piece of"good news"i was down once again.
Haiz...- -!
Everysecond,everytime,
everymoment,everywhere...
My mind ish always about himm...
wad he doing,ish he having fun?
have him eaten all sorts of things dat are related to himm...and
after all,even my closes buds message or toks to mie i jux dun seems to be happie toking to dem..
cause they are not the one im interested in and not wanting to see!so,i jux kept quite most of the time and think about himm...He seems to be my everything from den on.
Till today...
Ish still himm!Why???
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 9:44 PM
@ 9:44 PM
♥Friday, April 10, 2009♥
Why do some people talk,their words always hurts?
I know im one of the one that talk withour thinking...But sometimes i do know wad to sae
and wads not...But my friends dun...
The words that come out of their mouth always shoot a knife to stab my heart...
and the worse thing ish they dun even know ish bleeding profusely inside.
Thats reallie...reallie...TOO HURT!!!
Have exuu been hurt b4?
And the pain ish so damm deep...
Even if ur bf or someone whom exuu love sweet talk to exuu it still cant heal,but
its jux tempory stop pain,cause exuu dun wan the person that exuu love to see you hurt
when actually exuu are reallie feeling pain...
Its so terrible!
WORDS do HURTS!
Think B4 Exuu speak...AnD Think the words that exuu going to speak will hurt exuu anot,
if thats wad other people who ish going to tell you.
In Addition,Words that are let out,after hurting someone,
It cant be taken back and pretend dat exuu neva said it b4!
But is possible to act that exuu are not hurt...
If exuu have a Thick Skin and Strong Determination!
YY!!!WHY!!!YY!!!
Words sooooooo Hurting!!!
ShiT!
I know im one of the one that talk withour thinking...But sometimes i do know wad to sae
and wads not...But my friends dun...
The words that come out of their mouth always shoot a knife to stab my heart...
and the worse thing ish they dun even know ish bleeding profusely inside.
Thats reallie...reallie...TOO HURT!!!
Have exuu been hurt b4?
And the pain ish so damm deep...
Even if ur bf or someone whom exuu love sweet talk to exuu it still cant heal,but
its jux tempory stop pain,cause exuu dun wan the person that exuu love to see you hurt
when actually exuu are reallie feeling pain...
Its so terrible!
WORDS do HURTS!
Think B4 Exuu speak...AnD Think the words that exuu going to speak will hurt exuu anot,
if thats wad other people who ish going to tell you.
In Addition,Words that are let out,after hurting someone,
It cant be taken back and pretend dat exuu neva said it b4!
But is possible to act that exuu are not hurt...
If exuu have a Thick Skin and Strong Determination!
YY!!!WHY!!!YY!!!
Words sooooooo Hurting!!!
ShiT!
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
@ 10:22 PM
@ 10:22 PM
♥Wednesday, April 8, 2009♥
Wahhz...Today my cca and some others went to jurong For Bowling. We were split into lanes of group.And my group were my Seniors...
We learn the postures and Steps of Bowling,the theory was Quite Boring
for some of my friends and ii.But we still give respect to the speaker by listening.
Hahax:P good ritez...we oso took some pictures!
These are one of the Pose of Bowling!
hahax:P
Look out for more!Me ang Yong yi:P
Look out for more!Me ang Yong yi:P
Dun laugh:P
Cuz is nt Funnie...HAhax
anyway,we do have fun!
Lastly...
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
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The long Break...
So long after i last blog is because i have been training hard on my
Rock-Climbing Competition!I was so happie dat i made Big improvement!
I even managed to Get into thE FiNal.
ANd guess wad?I manage to get 5th among 23climbers from different
Sch00l.I den realise...Not things dat i think i cant make it,den its impossible.
Is to see if you have a willing heart to make things Happen!
Soooo...Have confident in wadever you are doing and Must BELIEVE!!!
hahax:P
Everything will be jux fine...
Follow ur heart...
So long after i last blog is because i have been training hard on my
Rock-Climbing Competition!I was so happie dat i made Big improvement!
I even managed to Get into thE FiNal.
ANd guess wad?I manage to get 5th among 23climbers from different
Sch00l.I den realise...Not things dat i think i cant make it,den its impossible.
Is to see if you have a willing heart to make things Happen!
Soooo...Have confident in wadever you are doing and Must BELIEVE!!!
hahax:P
Everything will be jux fine...
Follow ur heart...
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
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LOMO Daina Camera(mr pink)