♥Wednesday, March 11, 2009♥
I dun understand how cum im someone else crush but im the one who ish stressing up!i should be the one happie and the people dat lyk me suppose to be stress ritez...cuz they gt competitor...hahax Recently,a number of guys confessed thier feelings to me,and i was so stressed up.I only shared with one of my closest "secret diary"my feelings.I feel so much betta tokin it out...But,till today,things dun seems to be solved.My closest "secret diary" managed to talk me out and his words all makes sense.It open up my mind and thinking and loosen up my stressed!Im so glad to Know him...His my biggest gift this year!haiz...I jux rejected one,n oso managed to turn 2 down and im left with 2 hu ish in my sch.1 chinese and 1 malay.I have a crush on them both.But i gotto choose one onli...
A moment ago,the chinese and i tok things out clear.He told me,if we were fated to be together,we long will be together and wun hv to w8 till today where both parties get so stress and crazie about this ritez...then i agreed with him.& he told me...that if i reallie love someone,u will want the person to be happy and not forcing he/she to be with you.and added,he said,"if i know we two are not going to be happy with each other and not going to last long,i prefer to be a friend of yours then".After hearing this,i suddenly feel so much relax and happier that actually he could understand me when im in a spot like this.Im so appreciated.But then,i was thinking if it was fair for him anot...haiz..
Seriously speaking,BGR ish something dat no one can force hu to be with hu.and all do COUNTS on each other FEELINGS.Without feelings,Both dun have to dream of each other to be together den.
Anyway,i would like to say a big thank you to...
-"baby"-
-"wei wei"-
-"dengue mosquito"-
-"lao qian"-
-"ovan"
THese few people are always there fer me whenever im down,happie or sick!They are my TRUE FRIENDS AND BROTHERS!!!
Love you guys for doing so much fer me!!!Exuu guys RAWKZ!All the BEST to you!HAPPIE ALWAYS,CHEERS!
A moment ago,the chinese and i tok things out clear.He told me,if we were fated to be together,we long will be together and wun hv to w8 till today where both parties get so stress and crazie about this ritez...then i agreed with him.& he told me...that if i reallie love someone,u will want the person to be happy and not forcing he/she to be with you.and added,he said,"if i know we two are not going to be happy with each other and not going to last long,i prefer to be a friend of yours then".After hearing this,i suddenly feel so much relax and happier that actually he could understand me when im in a spot like this.Im so appreciated.But then,i was thinking if it was fair for him anot...haiz..
Seriously speaking,BGR ish something dat no one can force hu to be with hu.and all do COUNTS on each other FEELINGS.Without feelings,Both dun have to dream of each other to be together den.
Anyway,i would like to say a big thank you to...
-"baby"-
-"wei wei"-
-"dengue mosquito"-
-"lao qian"-
-"ovan"
THese few people are always there fer me whenever im down,happie or sick!They are my TRUE FRIENDS AND BROTHERS!!!
Love you guys for doing so much fer me!!!Exuu guys RAWKZ!All the BEST to you!HAPPIE ALWAYS,CHEERS!
♥Smile can be deceiving♥
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